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Wrote 10 months ago
I see everyone around me happy and truly happy,I wear a mask to make people see a smile on my face while inside Im really dying slowly. Alone and miserable,tormented by my own thoughts,brought up treated like a criminal kept caged,and they wonder why I snap like a beast when enraged. Always the outcast and the joke on everyones mind. You should know the sinister thoughts rollin through my mind before you think itll be fun to pick on my kind. Ima lowrider and proud,been stripped of self esteem and dignity and still I rise. Each time I get beat down I come back even more vile and psychotic than before. I used to be a nice guy,all heart. The kind that would give you the shirt off my back in the middle of a blizzard,never to think of what about me.
You see these words and you see someone standing tall and always ready to fight,really what you dont see is me curled in a ball in pain every night,twisted images of everyone happy all around me,while every other image is one of me being ridiculed and stomped on more,banished to the shadows of agony and shame. Do I feel sorry for myself? No,do I feel sorry for who might catch the destruction that will be when I finally explode? I might it really depends on who I uncage on. Only a few people really know who I am,among those one has always been by my side and forever Im grateful,gracias mi shorty we have been each others rock throughout our most twisted of times and I will always love you for that from the bottom of my heart.
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote 10 months ago
awwww me luvz it ... i really do ...
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote 10 months ago
Quoting Mz3v1lx3 on 02 April, 2011, 11:06AM PDTawwww me luvz it ... i really do ...
ty mami,i been givin alot more thought to me movin down there,gettin that fresh start i was tellin you about
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote 10 months ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 02 April, 2011, 01:20PM PDTQuoting Mz3v1lx3 on 02 April, 2011, 11:06AM PDTawwww me luvz it ... i really do ...
ty mami,i been givin alot more thought to me movin down there,gettin that fresh start i was tellin you about
welcomez ... yeah i member
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote 10 months ago
Quoting Mz3v1lx3 on 02 April, 2011, 11:51PM PDTQuoting LUNATIK on 02 April, 2011, 01:20PM PDTQuoting Mz3v1lx3 on 02 April, 2011, 11:06AM PDTawwww me luvz it ... i really do ...
ty mami,i been givin alot more thought to me movin down there,gettin that fresh start i was tellin you about
welcomez ... yeah i member
this sobriety thing is a real pain in my ass but you know me if ima do it ima do it right
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote 10 months ago
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
****
“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote 10 months ago
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote 10 months ago
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
****
“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote 10 months ago
i know you was blushin earlier 
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote 10 months ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 18 April, 2011, 11:19PM PDT
i know you was blushin earlier
hahahahaha nooooo  
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
****
“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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