its so dark
im so twisted
my feelings built up
with no release
my heart crys out
reaching out to who ever will reach back
yet i lay alone
my heart begins to grow cold
my body begins to shut down
my mind begins to race
on who and how it went down
blood appears on my hands
i look but theres no source
i go to the bathroom to wash it off
but it stays stained on my hands
i grab a towel and try to rub it off
but it keeps comin back
i look in the mirror
blood starts to seep
throug my nails..
even through my teeth
i try to scream
but no one is there to hear
i try to cry
but my tears r red with blood
i drop to my knees
and i just keep growing weaker
i lay there silently
staring at a picture
as i watch it fade away
my last memory begins to play
its of me and you
on our last day
why did u have to cheat
why did u have to get her pregnant
why couldnt u just be with me
and love me
what happend
now i die alone
i ride alone
and hope that someone someday will save me



