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Wrote about 1 year ago
Jamming into some oldies flipping pages on the photo album. Remembering all the things. Damn!! Those are some good ass memories all you see in this flikas is nothing but happiness, everyone smiling, goofing around. Now you look at the fliks of x-mas & new years its fucken different yeah were smiling but you can tell that our soul is crying were putting on a fake smile to the whole world, letting them know that were happy. But do they really see what’s really behind that smile? Do you? Can you fix it for me? Nobody can fix it. Nobody. Each night I’m on my knees, trying to get answer from “God”. I ask him why me? Why do I have to go through all this pain I’ve been carrying all my life? Why me? What I do to you so can punish me this way? I never get an answer. I wish I can just give up. When I want to I feel a hand on my shoulder & I know its my grandma’s. that hand I feel on my shoulder makes me keep wanting to find an answer. I’m not the same. I don’t smile no more, I don’t laugh no more. All you see is sadness in my eyes. You gaze on my Brown Eyes & you can see that my soul is empty, my heart is broken. Till then I’m on my knees every night.
By: Esa Evil 
2.21.10
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote about 1 year ago
Quoting Shorty A. Lopez on 22 February, 2010, 05:03PM PSTJamming into some oldies flipping pages on the photo album. Remembering all the things. Damn!! Those are some good ass memories all you see in this flikas is nothing but happiness, everyone smiling, goofing around. Now you look at the fliks of x-mas & new years its fucken different yeah were smiling but you can tell that our soul is crying were putting on a fake smile to the whole world, letting them know that were happy. But do they really see what’s really behind that smile? Do you? Can you fix it for me? Nobody can fix it. Nobody. Each night I’m on my knees, trying to get answer from “God”. I ask him why me? Why do I have to go through all this pain I’ve been carrying all my life? Why me? What I do to you so can punish me this way? I never get an answer. I wish I can just give up. When I want to I feel a hand on my shoulder & I know its my grandma’s. that hand I feel on my shoulder makes me keep wanting to find an answer. I’m not the same. I don’t smile no more, I don’t laugh no more. All you see is sadness in my eyes. You gaze on my Brown Eyes & you can see that my soul is empty, my heart is broken. Till then I’m on my knees every night.
By: Esa Evil
2.21.10
awww mama,dont worry i have instinct that you will be truly smiling again soon..
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote about 1 year ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 10 March, 2010, 11:14AM PSTQuoting Shorty A. Lopez on 22 February, 2010, 05:03PM PSTJamming into some oldies flipping pages on the photo album. Remembering all the things. Damn!! Those are some good ass memories all you see in this flikas is nothing but happiness, everyone smiling, goofing around. Now you look at the fliks of x-mas & new years its fucken different yeah were smiling but you can tell that our soul is crying were putting on a fake smile to the whole world, letting them know that were happy. But do they really see what’s really behind that smile? Do you? Can you fix it for me? Nobody can fix it. Nobody. Each night I’m on my knees, trying to get answer from “God”. I ask him why me? Why do I have to go through all this pain I’ve been carrying all my life? Why me? What I do to you so can punish me this way? I never get an answer. I wish I can just give up. When I want to I feel a hand on my shoulder & I know its my grandma’s. that hand I feel on my shoulder makes me keep wanting to find an answer. I’m not the same. I don’t smile no more, I don’t laugh no more. All you see is sadness in my eyes. You gaze on my Brown Eyes & you can see that my soul is empty, my heart is broken. Till then I’m on my knees every night.
By: Esa Evil
2.21.10
awww mama,dont worry i have instinct that you will be truly smiling again soon..
YUP YUP
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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