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Wrote about 1 year ago
When is it ok to give up? To stop tryin to show love when in return you get nothin.
When did a relationship become something of convienience? Instead of 2 hearts yearning for eachother? When did people stop listening to their hearts? do people still have them?
At times I find myself asking these very questions,confused and often felt betrayed I find myself curled into my internal cage,coiled and ready to strike the next person the next person that may try to show me any love in life.What happened to true loyalty and romance? Are those dead to? No matter how I may try it seems as if only I still know the true meanin of these things. Im no player whatsoever,while often misread for having a big heart.Maybe its time I should start,to look at life like every other guy,with the simple thoughts,who can I fuck,how many in a month,am I supposed to feel anything from a life like that? I think not,why become what I detest,maybe then my bleeding heart will finally be laid to rest.As it seems that nobody wants it,the woman I truly love just likes to walk on it,what good is it?
She can just throw it away,its what it feels like already,I doubt she cares,but then again she prolly wont understand what I mean.
I know loyalty,I know romance,I know compassion,but with whats left of my heart,Im ready to resume drinkin and get to smashin,peoples hopes and peoples dreams,let them feel what I feel,after all from what I see that would be normal,but from me?
As many know Ima big ol teddy bear,homegirls love to have me around because unlike most common guys I have a soft side that shows I ACTUALLY CARE,but some people dont see that,guess thats also my weakness,to be mistreated and abused,Ive known it my whole life,showed the woman that I wanna spend the rest of my life,my heart is true,but yet I seriously doubt she will really think that Im being true,knowing she can ask me anything at anytime,she will hold back,afraid of an answer because she knows I wont hold back,but she thinks that its ok to not ask and instead hurt people,at least thats what I see,but who am I to her? Maybe Im just not part of thee important people,the people who really matter to her,like gum to her shoe disposed of like litter.
Daily I can tell her I love her,but why am I still trying,Guess I better finally give up,AND GET BUSY DYING.
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote about 1 year ago
IDK WAT 2 SAY .... I JUST DONT
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote about 1 year ago
Quoting Shorty A. Lopez on 17 February, 2010, 10:35AM PSTIDK WAT 2 SAY .... I JUST DONT
welcome to my world mama
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote about 1 year ago
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote about 1 year ago
im workin on a new one,its kinda dark but at the same time you will see the light in it
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote about 1 year ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 10 March, 2010, 11:16AM PSTim workin on a new one,its kinda dark but at the same time you will see the light in it
OTAY!!!!
I JUST FINISHED ANOTHER 1
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote about 1 year ago
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote about 1 year ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 06 April, 2010, 10:02PM PDTwhats it titled mama
I 4GOT THE NAME OF IT ...
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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