Blood drippin down my head,I havent gone insane just totally yet,its just a lil scratch it wont hurt. Family walks in screamin what the fuck! What did you do to yourself,its only a nic I reply,as the blood runs down and into my eyes,its really bleeding now,and family is trippin,everything turns dark and I start to seeing,what it is to still be a freak of nature,born a prisoner of my own mind,but still in touch with my sence of danger,while the anger boils up within,paramedics show up just to say its really nothin,see I told you I scream at em all,while they tape it up the blood continues to fall,hes lost a decent amount he might need a transfusion,we're gonna have to take him in.
Like hell I scream and throw em out the way,its just a scratch why wont you listen,the blade still stuck in my head I walk outside,the cold winter air feels great to me,Im right here death,why dont you wanna try to take me?
Then creepin out the shadows a figure so beautiful,its not your time yet,Ive been watchin over you this entire time,Its my gaurdian angel,MI ANGEL,she is here with me,this demon finally gets to see his angel,with a warm embrace I take her in my arms,Im so sorry I never meant to hurt you I whisper,I know but the past is the past is all she replies,Ill never forget it or let you,buy why must we have to remember? So we dont make that mistake again,but I have learned from my mistake,not everything she says in that perfect voice,with tears running down my cheeks,burning like acid,what else is there to learn,every second I regret that stupid choice,I know now that Ill never make it again,NEVER AGAIN WILL I HURT YOU I GIVE MY WORD!
Slowly my vision comes back,and still here she is,mi angel,with a single tear running down her cheeks,the large bloodstain on her chest from holding me to her heart,the whole time our hearts were beating as one.
Meanwhile the paramedics remove the blade as Im sitting on the hood of my ranfla,while I stay holding her close to me,never did I wanna let go till she says I have to go,to remain in the shadows where I can keep an eye on you.. Youre never losing me I promise you that,but what about us? I painfully mutter,another single tear of blood runs down my cheek,as the paramedics finish up.
We will always have eachother,even if Im not right next to you.
Later that day my phone goes off,its her reminding me that she is always there for me,as she knows Ill always be there for her.
I can hear the pain in her voice,its killing her to speak to me.
What must I do to keep her from feeling so much pain? What can I do to help her?
I sit back and ask god nicely,maybe he will answer finally,with an open heart I beg for an answer,the pain where my heart sits gets stronger,without her Im dying,with her Im more alive than Ive ever been,a feeling so great no drug can match it,as my soul slowly rises to the heavens I feel her next to me.
Pulling her in my arms I hold her tight,you are my angel I whisper softly,with a gentle kiss to her brow we rise to the heavens,with open arms st peter welcomes us in,"we've been expecting you two" he says as we pass by him,but wait Ima demon I reply,no youre an angel my son I hear from above me,you just lost your way,thats why I sent her to bring you back,to show you that no matter what I still love you..
But god Ive sinned so much,how can you forgive my transgressions? Because I have that power my child is all we hear in reply.
So hand in hand ME N MI ANGEL walk ahead.
The buzzer goes off,it was just a dream,I squeeze mi angel tight and kiss her beautiful lips,good morning beautiful how did you sleep?
