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Wrote over 2 years ago
HE SAYZ I GOT ANGEL WINGS. BUT WHY HAVE THEM WHEN MY SOUL IS EMPTY? HIS WORDS BRING ME SUCH PEACE TO MYSELF. I HOLD BACK MY FEELINGS IM AFRAID TO BELIEVE ONCE AGAIN IT HURTS ME CUZ I KNOW HES HURTING. HE DOSENT TELL ME BUT IM FEELING IT. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. "GOD PLEASE HELP ME OR GIVE ME A SIGN THAT ITS OK! TO RE-OPEN MY HEART TO THIS DEMON & LOVE HIM LIKE I ONCE DID, BEFORE HE LEFT ME EMPTY!!!! PLEASE GOD" IM ASKING YOU IM ON MY KNEES. I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP. WHY CANT I OPEN MY HEART TO THIS DEMON? I THINK OVER & OVER. ALL THIS IS KILLING ME I DONT KNOW. TO TAKE MY PAIN & ALL MY PROBLEMS. I GRAB A BLUNT SMOKE IT & GET HIGH. I DRIFT ON A MEMORY MY LIFE WAS SO PERFECT BEFORE. I DONT KNOW WHEN IT STARTED TO WRONG. DID I MAKE A WRONG TURN OR WHAT?? FUCK!!! I WISHED I HAD THESE ANSWERS. BUT I WONT STOP LOOKING FOR THEM EVEN IF IT TOOK ME A LIFE TIME. ONE THING I KNOW IS THAT WHEN I DIE THE LAST THING I WANNA SEE IS MY DEMON WITH A SMILE & NOT BE MAD AT THE WORLD FOR ME TO FLY WHERE I BELONG. I'LL WATCH DOWN ON YOU MY DEMON. ILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER YOU.
I see her hurting,its my fault,this demon made the choice that is killing us both.My perfect angel is crying because of me,while im still searching for the answers,what was I thinking? What the hell was I doing? I tried to make her choose,the life she has always know for the life I was ready to give her,the fresh start i never had,never again will I hold back my true feelings,I was once so hard shelled that it went to my core,but she unlocked that,with her love she melted my shell,with that she opened my being to something new,I found that I had a heart afterall,she made it start again,my angel,my rib,she completes me in so many ways,knowing she will always watch over this tormented soul,brings a tear to my eye,what depths of crawling through the mud will I have to go through to get her to welcome me back into her arms? What more of a self sacrifice is there? Girls I know ask me what im up to,knowin what their plans are I make it known,im going home to talk to my angel,the one that makes me whole,something that they cant do,while the carnal instincts say go for it,I refuse,I wont have nothing but my angel,nothing else is or ever will be good enough for this demon,my heart is hers,so badly this demon wants to just wrap his arms around her,hold her tight and reassure her that NEVER will I hurt her again,more than ever I just wanna see her spread her wings,fly high above all the things that trouble her,to bring her to a safe place,I wanna so badly take her to that safe place,to heavens gates,walk her through the gates,but to hear st peter say I cant stay,I pray to god,PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY TRANSGRESSIONS,I KNOW I HAVE DONE MY WRONGS,I ASK THAT IM FORGIVEN,TO HAVE HER FORGIVE ME AND ALLOW ME THAT CHANCE TO PROVE THAT IM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS ONCE,TO SHOW HER I WILL BE THAT ONE THAT WILL KEEP HER SAFE WITH EVERY MOLECULE OF MY EXISTANCE.
*LUNATIK*
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3SA 3VIL
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote over 2 years ago
ALL I CAN SAY IS I LOVE IT AND I LOVE YOU,TOGETHER WE ARE VERY POWERFULL WITH OUR HEARTS AND EMOTIONS..
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote over 2 years ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 17 January, 2010, 01:28AM PSTALL I CAN SAY IS I LOVE IT AND I LOVE YOU,TOGETHER WE ARE VERY POWERFULL WITH OUR HEARTS AND EMOTIONS..
I AGREE WITH U
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote over 2 years ago
i wonder what folks gonna say bout this one..
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote over 2 years ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 17 January, 2010, 01:34AM PSTi wonder what folks gonna say bout this one..
I WONDER 2
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
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“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote over 2 years ago
why this keep movin down?
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote over 2 years ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 17 January, 2010, 01:42AM PSTwhy this keep movin down?
IDK
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
****
“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote over 2 years ago
me either,but we gonna have a ton of posts when its just the 2 of us.. lol itll be popular
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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Wrote over 2 years ago
Quoting LUNATIK on 17 January, 2010, 01:48AM PSTme either,but we gonna have a ton of posts when its just the 2 of us.. lol itll be popular
LOL IS ALL GOOD
.:M¡ MºM §ª¥§ ¡ ¢ªN R€ª¢H TH€ §K¥ ¡F ¡ TR¡€D BUT WH¥ Dº€§ §H€ ¢R¥ WH€N ¡M H¡GH TR¥¡N 2 F£¥?.:
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.:"Give me strength 2 resist the wild life i desire. Help me escape temptation & the fire. Please help my family whose eyes silently plead 4 me not 2 do wrong & pray 4 me. God bless our mothers who cry every night, worrying we'll be killed my someone in a fight".:
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Tired of trying
So sick of crying
Yeah, I’m smiling
But inside I’m dying
****
“LIFE THROUGH MY EYEZ DIDN’T KNOW IT BE SO ROUGH. I DON’T NEED DRUGS TO ALUSINATE ALL I NEED IS MY MENTE STRAIGHT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I HATE”
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Wrote over 2 years ago
Quoting Shorty A. Lopez on 17 January, 2010, 12:55AM PSTQuoting LUNATIK on 17 January, 2010, 01:48AM PSTme either,but we gonna have a ton of posts when its just the 2 of us.. lol itll be popular
LOL IS ALL GOOD
yes it is all good..    
the lunatik formerly known as pugzly has returned to reclaim my reign
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